Prom

yes again, i'll b goin to a prom night dinner and dance that does not belong to myself again..
well, last year i went coz my cousin gave me a free ticket, so what the hell, seem fun anyway... this year, i bought the ticket myself... but now i dun feel like goin tt much any more...
haiz.. the only reason i wanted to go so much was for a guy in school.. and no, he's not some handsome/cute guy i don't know tt every body likes in school. he was quite a good friend, and cute in my eyes..;P
anyhow.. i really liked him. but i can't put myself to be with him.. coz somehow i dun think i'm good enough for him.. it's weird... he is the only guy whom i'll think about for no good reason, i'd want to buy him things when ever i see something cute, and i think he'll like it...
anyhow, now he has got a girlfriend. and i can sense somehow that he doesn't like me anymore... oh well, what can i do?
now i feel sad whenever i see him... to like someone and know tt he will nv like you back again is a pain...
so with this, i'll juz pray hard that a friend i've pursuaded to go to prom would go(he had his problems too) and i can find a table which is far far away on the south china sea... with some other people whom i know...
-The pain-
The pain when we feel
The pain
The joy we have lost
The joy
things would nv be the some again
the laughter, the songs
the sleepless nights we met
the simplest times we had
i yearn to see your face again
yet when i see, there's only pain
nothing can cure
nothing can cure
nothing can cure a heart tt aches