New me

hahaa.. finally got down to doing a little updating and changing my template. still blogger templates though. hahaa.. Considering I'm still quite a com idiot, it's already a big improvement. :)

I still want a matching tag board. haha.. but. as per usual, I don't know how to get one. haha.. so just stick to comments for the time being ba. :P

alot has happened since I last blogged. Went to China and Malaysia and Bangkok and finished my previous semester, going to finish my current one very soon, haha... seems like ages since I last blogged. oh well.

I'm in a new relationship as well. And I think it's a good one.

Although I still do think of B once in a while when I revisit those familiar places.. but mostly I don't think much about him any more. i guess time really can cure most if not everything. :)

I've opened myself up better now as well, getting more involved in friendships and other people. i think it's a good thing. I don't feel so solitude any more and really is enjoying life and it's surprises a lot better. Perhapz people aren't that different after all.. or perhaps I've finally found people whom I can relate to better. Glad. hahaa

I wonder if anyone still reads my blog actually. sometimes I hope no one does, but on other times, I kindda find it encouraging that someone actually does. hahaa.. oh well, I don't visit this blog much any way, won't be surprised if I am the one who visits it the most. :P anyway, I'm thinking of putting some links up on my blog. Perhaps some of my friend's blogs. hahaa.. not now though.. tired after all the setting of colours and laying out the template. hahaa....

Ciao~

Uh oh...

What's wrong with tag board?
hahaa... as per usual, I don't really know what to do actually... coz the tag board was set up by someone else... :P thus, I'm sure you would have noticed that the setup of the page has never changed since I got it.. coz I don't know how to change it. hahaa...

Anyway, so if anyone is kind enough to help me solve my problem.. thanks~!

Been... BBBBBBBBZZZZZZZZ lately.. project, presentation, report... everything coming on at the same time!!! and all have to be handed up within this week.. where got time?! kaoz.. tonight still have to go to school for rehearsal and finalising of presentation.. you see waht I mean now by NO TIME? finalising a presentation only 1 day before it.. less than 24hrs in fact. The school is crazy.

Some updates on life, outside of school.. I went for IMF as a helper, as some would know, (though I don't think they read this blog), and it was fun. I got to make a lot of new friends, and also got to be an announcer! (incidentally, I've always been fasinated by the job, always wondered if it was recorded or live, how did they manage to speak so well.. blah blah..) not a career for life, but hey, I liked it.

Some other things that I did... I went for a super dinner, infact 2 super dinners actually.. one was my treat, wanted to treat my family since I've got my pay, which I thought was good enough to make me feel like pampering my family a little to some seafood.. but then.. as per usual, they pang seh-ed me.. so it was left with my and CL.. but any how, we were already at the owen seafood at turf city, so ordered like egg yoke crab(super nice), cheese baked lobster(oh, you really must try this), prawns in herb and wine soup(I finished the 2 persons' share), and buddha jumping over the wall(you know.. you know..). hahaa :P understand why it's SUPER now? ended up like super full as well... like.. cannot walk properly that kind of full? hahaa.. and then the next supper dinner was a treat from CK, super posh jap restaurant in crown hotel.. apparently it was visited by President Nathan, ex-president Ong, and also the ex-ex President.. hahaa.. other famous people also includes PM Lee and some others I didn't have time to look at the photos.. well, we actually had a room prepared for us, and the food was very fresh and very nice. :) some very special too~! every dish was presented to us like an art piece.. the sashimi was like.. the plate had maple leaves and little purple flowers on it.. even the simple fruit dessert (persimmon<= special right?) was put in a nice little glass bowl with ice and granish in it. Even though, it was just half a peeled pessimon in the bowl, it made it look so much more pleasing and appetising. incidentally.. I really like persimmons as well.. haha.. :P

what a yummy Oct. :) Looking forward to my other lunch and/or dinner treats.. haha :P ciao~

Missing

Been so long since I blogged..
feel as though I have disappeared from the surface of the Earth? :> don't worry, I'm still well and alive.. don't be too disappointed okie?

alot of things happened I guess.. between that time when I blogged and now..
some things haven't change.. I still feel for that certain someone.. doesn't help that he smsed me to wish me happy birthday and said that he missed me just like.. yesterday.. hahaa :P was kindda happy though.. perhaps I'm just happy that I was not forgotten.. that he hadn't forgotten about me, just like I don't think I ever will forget about him.

Well.. he is planning on going back to US to do his MBA.. which may actually mean that he'll not be coming back any more.. I'm not sure if we'll ever meet or not any more then.. much less if he'll remember the times we spent together.. haiz.. why every time I think of him I get like depressed.. but when I hear of that he is doing well.. and stuff like that I get very happy.. hahaa.. like dumb dumb like that.. any way.. he and F are doing pretty well I think.. I think he is finally really considering settling down.. :)

as for me.. I am counting down 2 days to my birthday! hahaa.. nothing much.. though it's the 21st. but I still feel like a kid some how and ppl also say I look like 16. ops. hahaa.. had an incredible dinner today.. L celebrated an early birthday with me.. so nice.. though I still didn't think he should have spent so much money on my birthday. oh well.. didn't really scold him, since he was just trying to be sweet. I'll put up some pictures of the very nice food I had some other time... soooooo tired!!!!! good night~

Bad health

I don't know why. But my health seems to be getting from bad to worst.. use to be pretty strong and healthy when I was younger.. but now.. keep getting what flu lah.. fever lah... cough lah.. then here inflamation, there inflamation.. damn.

What is wrong man. haizz... *and then I shall proceed to the gross details of my symtoms so as to gross people out(Note: if you are weak at heart, or stomach, please skip this paragraph)* The past 2 days and last night I have been blowing out thick greenish phlem with bits of blood in it.. it's damn disgusting.. the texture was almost rubbery. How'd I know? As usual, I like to examine stuff that was blown out of my nose or spit out from the mouth. :P and then.. this morning it turned into like a yellow liquid thing. Don't be mistaken to think that it's just like slightly yellowish. It was almost bright yellow in colour really.. like YELLOW it looks like something that should only be blown out from an alien's nose. think it's another form of inflamation or mucus that has been planted into my nose by alien life form while I was sleeping!!! which explains why I only get those gross stuff after I wake up!!!( okie okie...)

*okie, end of gross part, you can read on now*

So I've been drowning myself with Panadol Extra(for extra relieve from stronger pain, like bad headache, backache, toothache, chicken ache and duck ache) and assorted liang tehs(herbal drinks) which ranges from Jia Jia(my favourite) to Xia san ju wang(which I have no idea how to translate..). But nothing seem to be helping much...

Panadol Extra(for extra relieve from stronger pain, like bad headache, backache, toothache, chicken ache and duck ache) was pretty good though.. in relieving that pain off the roof of my mouth.. which I still don't really know how to catagorise when I'm telling people about it.. it's not really a sore throat, coz it's quite far off the throat, it's not a toothache as it doesn't have teeth involved, if I call it mouth ache, I think that'd be too much for anyone to imagine.. the roof-of-the-mouth-ache, is quite a mouthful though.. and it's painful to say it when I have the roof-of-the-mouth-ache coz it kindda stretches the muscles around the roof of the mouth area.. hm.. oh well. Since I'm typing, so I guess it doesn't matter..

And so, I was talking about how the Panadol Extra(for extra relieve from stronger pain, like bad headache, backache, toothache, chicken ache and duck ache) was good for my roof-of-the-mouth-ache. It really is good for aches! And it's Gentle on the stomach too~! GO GO~ Panadol Extra~!.. (for extra relieve from stronger pain, like bad headache, backache, joint pain, toothache, chicken ache and duck ache)

:P

Had a funny dream last night.. I dreamt that I went over to Ben's place.. and he called me the wrong name.. which caused me to totally give up on him and think that he is definitely not someone I'd want to be with.. I wonder if that is an accurate reflection of what I really think.. ( that part of me about him that I have totally lost touch with). when it comes to him.. I guess I'm just still very confused.. still feels like a blur.. haiz.. just let it be I guess..

Boyish Faces

Sometimes.. I get a little confused myself.. I like boyish faces and matured faces at the same time.. hmm.. weird.

oh well, G was pestering me.. a little.. for the URL of this site. hahaa. :P bleah. Don't show you~! hahaaa.. not like you'll get to read this anyway..

well, I think actually, on the net it really depends on how much you want to find out about a person, or something. it's really not that hard, I've managed to dig up some things that I was not supposed to know by browsing through the net and searching for certain key words. :) I can be quite good at this i suppose.. :P especially with all the search engines, one should really lift one eye and ask, 'are you sure you tried searching?' when one complains that he/she couldn't find info they need.

anyway, I'm watching WC! yay!! i thought I won't be able to watch it coz I don't have the WC channel! and then, they actually show one of the matches on super sports.. :> damn happy.

Iran vs angola. hahaa I was still thinking that I'll have to go to my friend's place to watch.

G's living room tv gets it. but i guess I wouldn't want to be cheering or getting to excited at 3 or 4 in the morning.. especially not in someone elses house.

Some little bits and pieces of things I'm thinking of now.. I've got lotsa friends who are mad about ball now.. not coz they like the sport in particular, but coz they are betting their lives on it. hahaa. okie, a little exagerated, but anyway, a fair amount have been invested on the WC I'd say. and the results have not been particularly pleasing.

thank goodness I don't do all that.. have never been good with betting luck I guess.. CL on the other hand had not lost much of his bets before, just games like Big 2 and stuff among friends though. one of the things I like about his thinking, "betting with friends are just to spend time, and have fun. Not to win money." that's why often he'll give some money back to the person who is losing very badly. *admiration* althought more often I'd screw him around and ask him to give me the money instead if he really feels that he has got too much of it. :P but of coz I was just kidding.

come to think of it.. actually there is a certain trend in guys that I like.. they either have a boyish face.. or they have high foreheads.. hm... :P strange observation there..