wang mei ling - wang le wo shi shui

One of the chinese songs that I like... unfortunately blogger don't allow mandarin, so I'll have to type them out in han yu pin ying. below is the translation of the song. very simple and repetative. a common trend in oldies.unfortunately as well, I don't know how to put in the music.. :P enjoy :>

bu kan ni de yan bu kan ni de mei
kan le xin li dou shi ni wang le wo shi shui
bu kan ni de yan bu kan ni de mei
kan de shi hou xin li tiao
kan guo yi hou yan lei zui

bu kan ni de yan
bu kan ni de mei
bu kan ni ye ai shang ni
wang le wo shi shui
wang liao wo shi shui

bu kan ni de yan bu kan ni de mei
kan le xin li dou shi ni wang le wo shi shui
bu kan ni de yan bu kan ni de mei
kan de shi hou xin li tiao
kan guo yi hou yan lei zui

<+*+_Translation_+*+>
Wang Mei Ling - Forgot who I am

Not to look into your eyes, not to look at your beauty
Coz after looking at you my heart is all filled with you
I forget who I am
Not to look in your eyes, not to look at your beauty
my heart flutters when I'm looking at you
but my tears drop after

Not to look into your eyes
Not to look at your beauty
I fall in love with you even though i didn't look
I forgot who I am
I forgot who I am

Not to look into your eyes, not to look at your beauty
Coz after looking at you my heart is all filled with you
I forget who I am
Not to look in your eyes, not to look at your beauty
my heart flutters when I'm looking at you
but my tears drop after

funny dream

Dreamt that I went back to school... funny. In the dream, I finished University and I was posted to this paikia secondary to further my studies..haha.. Then it's quite funny.. any way.. the teachers there are not the least bit kind. Well, the students aren't exactly the best so.. understandable.. All the new students have a little name stand thing on their table that says.. 'new doodle' which I thought was a cute idea.. :P One of the teachers came over to my table and said,'new doodle huh. what's your name?'
'meixian'
'oh, what an ugly name'
'well, so long as my parents and I like it will do'
'wha, so thick skinned huh?'
Talking about supportive and motivating teachers...
Anyway, we were all in a big hall, so everyone is playing and there was a train forming up running around and looked fun.. :P so I told him that I'm going to play now. and ran to grab on to a hand and started running.. :P hahaa.. fun.

me and my weird dreams..

Ever wondered?

How do you know when you've met The One? You'll realise that when no matter how long your 'reasons why I shouldn't' list gets, you still keep coming back for more.

I don't know how many stories my list goes.. I just hope I can control my aching heart when ever I see or hear about him.

How I wished I never loved him.
How I wished I've nv been such a fool.
Believeing in love?
Perhaps believeing too much in love.

we weren't meant to be I guess.. It takes 2 hands to clap.. and now my arms are dead tired.. But still I can't fight wanting to see him every now and then.. when things go wrong.. when I want someone to help me.. to support me.. I wanted him to be the one.. The one whom I can just lay beside and talk about everything. Where I can talk nonsense and he'll play along with me.. Where I can ask him serious questions and he can give me serious answers... Where he can do all the things that I can't. and ask me to help him in things he weren't good at...

Don't know how to continue anymore.. feeling very down suddenly.. again.. bye..

Late night Post..

it's 1.15am. Probably not that late for many of my peers. But to me.. it is late.. I shooed CL to sleep at around 12. Said that I didn't want him to sleep too little... But probably it's because of something else.. I wonder if the relationship will last. I'm not even sure if I'm really committed into it yet. But one thing I know is that i really enjoy his company. His everything makes me smile.. even when I get angry with him it's mostly just me acting like I'm angry.. Or perhaps.. just fishing around for more attention..

I'm back on french class again! But this time it's with NTU. :P Je suis une etudiante francais! Encore! hahaa j'aime le francais. c'est sexy. :P hahaa.. ask a french to read this.. and he'll probably faint. ops.

anyway, my Financial Management test is on MON!!!!! I'm going to die.. better get back to studies!~

Early Happy valentines day to all~!!! Muack~! Laba ya'll~~

I duno why I'm writing this blog also.. hahaa

Think all my readers run away liao.. hahaa.. I update my blog like.. I duno... once every 3 months? hahaa :P ops. well, been posting more stuff on friendster.. Guess, people who know both blogs (and actually bother to read both) would have noticed the difference in content between the 2. I guess the 2 blogs serve different purposes.

Anyway, I think I'm having a headache now.. Better go rest.. Ciao~