No good.

I made Jerry very upset yesterday. And we talked, or rather he talked and tried to get me to talk. I'm no good at situations like this.. I tend to run away when problems arise and I don't think I can handle(or perhaps I don't want to handle them).

The problem is going to persist. I know it. And it will not end unless I put an end to it. I managed to make him feel alittle better, but I guess both of us know that that's all just surface work.

Met Xmen on friday. He looked darn good in his black long sleeves and white trousers. It's really been so long since I got to see him. He seem to look better each time though.. ;P so mebbe it's good to not see him for a while. hahaa..

So many things going on now. Haiz.. tiring.

Lovely

B came back from M'sia yesterday! And we met up for dinner at IKEA. He didn't really want to go initially, but I managed to persuade him. He didn't really think much of that place, in fact, i think it would be the last place he'd want to go for dinner. But the thing is, he had nv been to IKEA for food! He kindda simply assumed that the food won't be nice since it's a furniture place. So, we went in, had Swedish Meatballs for dinner and he liked it just as much as I do! Yum, always liked those.. :P So, i guess i kindda changed his mind sbout the food there.. but the soup was weird.. hahaa.. the asperagus soup was kindda lime green in colour... it looks as if they accidently poured some chemical acid in it.. hahaa... I thought it tasted alright though.. B thinks it tastes weird. oh well, anyway, the colour is really a put off.. don't think i'll order that ever again.

We went around for a little walk, also to see if there's anything he need in his place. he totally screwed up his carpet(which, unfortunately, belongs to his landlord) so he had to find a replacement for it before she finds out.. Apparently he accidently poured orange juice on it, yes you are right, that is no big deal, normally all one has to do is wash it with some soap and water and all will be fine.. but.. nooo.... he had to use BLEACH. so now, the carpet has got this really big ugly patch of bleached spot. and he didn't even bother to ask if the laundry ppl have any way to help. anyway, the carpet was 199 bucks. I told him that he can get a cheaper one for replacement(i doubt the landlord cares actually, coz she don't live there anyway) but he should really ask if the laundry ppl can do anything about it 1st.

and so we went out and tried to get a cab. thank god i remembered that his bags were still in the lockers. else.. that IS it. I swear he is going to get so pissed and messed up... I'd wish I'm not there.. but then, I remembered, so he is appreciative and i'm happy. good ending.

He is still sick though.. quite sadly. coughing and all... hmm..I wonder why. he's been ill for almost 2 weeks now, or mebbe more then that. He tends to not feel hungry when he is ill, which is not good.. he looks like he's lost weight... oh god.. pls don't let him lose any more weight.. Man I really don't like skinny guys.

On an ego boosting note. Lots of guys seem to hitting on me lately. A secondary school friend smsed me today, and kindda expressed his interest. we started off with some friendly chatting and the normal stuff, then...

'Okie.. So you prom night, can i come? Haha'

'Haha. Want to take the chance to know girls ar? Hahaa...'

'No la.. Be your guy for the night'

hmm.. okie lah, i've had a small crush on this guy before, mebbe he did too, but then.. we kindda ended everything before anything could start. and we haven't been contacting each other for a long time! and i mean looooong time, so it came kindda like a surprise. I was flattered though. hehee.. ;P B also wanted to go to my prom. Slavey stole my prom tix for a moment, but he was just being an idiot. ;P haha.. (i'm so gonna get killed) Mad Ozzie has been asking me out quite alot lately as well! hehee... And then Jimmy kindda resumed contact with me, apparently he got himself a job near my place.hmm..

Okie, enough of all that, I'll be going for a dnd tonight and tmr night~ tmr's is the football team, hibs. and tonight's just an invitation by a friend, sounds fun, and it is said to be held at this chic place, and it has a theme as well, tropical. The problem is.. though i live in the tropics, I don't particularly think i've got any outfit that is distinctly tropical? hmm... the irony. oh well, i better go prepare now~ ciao~

Day out~

Yesterday actually.

met up with slavey, since he had nothing better to do just as I. haha.. He is one damn lucky guy loh.. get paid to do approximately nothing. get fed untill fat fat. get offs for no good reason other then that his boss is lazy to go to work. wha lao..

anyway, we wanted to ice skate, so we arranged to meet at 230 at kallang mrt. unfortunately, haha..(embarrassed laugh) i was late for half an hour. ;P so i reached at 3. I anticipated myself to be late for another 15 minutes more actually.. so i already did better then i thought i would have. anyway, i was pretty hungry(having not eaten for the whole morning till afternoon) so we walked to the 'you tiao da wang' to eat. then i got so full nearly vomited afterwards.. ;P actually i didn't eat that much, only a small bowl of the taiwan mian xian, rong song bing, and a glass of soyabeen milk. think it's coz the stomach too empty then suddenly got food, caught it by surprise.*shrugs*

then by the time i resumed composure and we headed towards the ice skating place it was already about 4. hahaa ;P

upsettingly enough, when we reached the complex,after the long and humid walk, it was closed, and apparently since september as well... damn. so we walked back to the mrt since we were both pretty tired from all the walking and stuff.. and stopped for a little chat/rest outside kallang stadium. where i kicked him after he stole my prom tix and my phone, and manage to give myself a big bruise which i'm quite sure he'll be happy to hear.

The freaking bruise is around 5cm in diameter!!! must be the biggest bruise i've had till now!

and then we headed back to the mrt and went home. hahaa.. quite a senseless day. ;P

I'm going to learn salsa from my friend! it's official! and he kindda volunteered! which was grrrreeeaat! so i'll be going to this salsa club to learn from him. every friday is free apparently. so i'm reconsidering if i should get a membership.

i'm so excited!! ^_^

Okie... I just managed to get myself really upset again.. F**k the f**king b*s***d. Life's too short to be upset over the same person over and over again and again.. if he don't give a damn, y should I?

hi-ho

if any one is interested. I'm dying. not physically, mentally. been rotting away. went to a salsa club the night before though.. that was slightly more mentally challenging which was nice. there wasn't many ppl on the dance floor so i was free to bum abround and not be where i should be. haha.. did manage to make one of my dance partners to bleed though.. that was an unfortunate accident.well, can't blame me ya? It was the 1st time i danced salsa. ;P

the funny thing was, I went with a guy who was my secondary school's teacher's son. haha.. so i thought it was quite funny when his dad asked him who is he out with and he said his ex student. hmm.. It seems that if i get membership for that place, entrance fee is free from mon-thur and i'll only have to pay 8 bucks per month.(the entrance fee is normally 6 buck per head) so i figuered.. i only have to go like twice per month to get my money's worth. and i can learn and have fun at the same time! ^_^ (perhaps i'll have to pay medical fees for other ppl if i go too often though... hmm... mebbe i should rethink the idea.) ;P