I duno why I'm writing this blog also.. hahaa

Think all my readers run away liao.. hahaa.. I update my blog like.. I duno... once every 3 months? hahaa :P ops. well, been posting more stuff on friendster.. Guess, people who know both blogs (and actually bother to read both) would have noticed the difference in content between the 2. I guess the 2 blogs serve different purposes.

Anyway, I think I'm having a headache now.. Better go rest.. Ciao~

Unbelievable

Some times I guess things just happen without you knowing it.

I'm dying

Head and Heart,

Not friends I'm thus sure.

Nothing is the same,
How can there be?

I yearn for your touch.

Head and Heart,

What's setting us apart,

I need to leave
Nothing else I'm as sure as this.

I cry when I start.

Dreaming of the start.
Wishing for the end to part.

Time is something I have not to touch.
Time is something I need to let pass..

Breathing hard.
I try to leave my heart...

My mind is breaking apart. So many things, I don't know where to start... I don't know how I'll survive this.. I don't think I can.. It's as though there's a stone tied to my heart, and I cry whenever I remember how much I can't revive.

I miss him alot.. alot alot..

He asked me out yesterday. I scolded him. Guess we won't be friends anymore, it's too hard for the both of us anyway.. Perhaps totally going seperate ways would be better for the both of us. I can't help it.. I feel like crying every time I think of him. And everything makes me think of him. From songs we use to sing together to places we use to go, from cuisines that he likes to things that we do. I don't know how I'm going to feel better or how long will it take. But I really wish that I will feel better someday. I can only wish him all the best. Perhaps I'm not the right girl for him afterall.. it's better this way.

Little by little

I'm finishing up my master piece. I'll frame it and I'll send it and I'll not want to ever see it again. Good Bye..

Haiz...

(Unwillingly) "The things I do for love..."
(Cheeky skeptical look) "Oh really? For love ei?"

Little things that I still remember.. I'm trying hard to forget.. but memories are hard to chase away. And certain things take forever to forget.

And sometimes I just don't want to forget. Sometimes I just want to live in that beautiful picture that I paint. While the days were still in the naive air, and everything seemed oh so perfect.

Perhaps people really change. For better or for worst? I'm too sick to care.. I just hope for you to have the best. Whether we will see each other again is for the future to say.

I'll just have to live with it I guess? To live with the feeling of sadness and the pain. And one day I'm sure I'll grow out of it. And things will be the same again. Other than that you've taken a part of my heart away. Other than that I'll be better than today.