Hello world~!

Got interested... call me big headed, but my old posts actually got me interested in reading more of the old posts... and more and more... and then I started thinking, "hey I wrote some pretty cool stuff back then!" :P *and the bubble pops*

OK. I'll have to work on this blog a little bit more. It's like a little baby. at the moment.. who is.. erm.. something like...a midget... due to malnutrition for the past 4 years. :P But I *promise* I'll feed it more food from now on.

So! how's the world going? over the past year I've been given the grand honour of "The Oracle" cool eh. hehee.. yeah, I'm your typical Little Miss Know-It-All.. hopefully not one that irritates the hell out of people though.

Feeling rather un-intellectual today.

It's funny how I seem to feel like I'm losing intellect as I grow older. And unfortunately, the recent IQ test that I did on my brother's phone seem to suggest that my intellect IS indeed dropping. :( not that I was very clever before, but this is devastating.

on a happier note, I got drenched in the rain just now. Whee hee~ not. but it was ok, thank goodness I had shorts underneath my white dress. does feel kindda nice to be in the rain some times.. so long as there's not ensuing air conditioning at some ridiculous temperature that felt like -40 degrees. :)

Birthday dinner to attend tonight. meeting at 6, and at 5pm now, it's pouring like if the clouds held back, they'd get psychologically unstable. *rolls eyes* need to go home.... *screams* why?? Why?! WHY??!!! do I really have to get drenched twice in a day to please the gods? :(

*resigns to fate*

So be it... hope it'll get smaller later. :) chaoz~

and the tale goes on...

some updates on my whacked life. :P

been a week or more of hitting a complete rock bottom.

Got bitten by some unknown bug in the office, resulting in an allergic reaction that left me with a very itchy, swollen and disfigured right hand (thank goodness it's better now).

went to see the doctor only to find out that there are some other bugs in the office that started chewing on my legs and my legs became itchy and spotty too... and had to go back to the doc again to get an anti-histamine shot. :(

family arguements.

feeling unappreciated at work and at home.

feeling unwanted relationship wise..

Broke a temperature display that resulted in alot of unknown liquid spilling all over the table and carpet not forgetting the sick smell that the liquid gave out (smells like pesticide) and made me giddy.

Lack of sleep.

Lack of human touch.

Right eye is having a bad vision.

legs bruised because of the bites and scratching.

I think that is already depresssing enough.. :(

Nothing seems to be going right. I hate it. But I suppose on the upside it would be that, if i'm at rock bottom, things are only going to get better. (and that is IF i'm at rock bottom.... I sure hope worse aren't waiting around the corner). In which case, talking about corner, I nearly knocked a kid who was running around in the carpark down yesterday as I was turning out of a corner. :( thank goodness my mom alerted me when she saw the kid.

ok. that's all for my whacked life today. peace out.

Hey, is this still around?

Hahaa.. if not for the Blogger-Gmail link up (and that I happen to have just checked my Gmail so I'm still log in) I think I would have totally forgotten about this blog already!

What fate. hahaa

Anyway, since fate has brought me back to this page again. I might as well do a little bit of an update. :)

Notice that my buddy blogger Ragnarok hasn't been blogging since Feb 08 as well. oh well, perhaps blogging does take alot of discipline, determination and passion. :P

Anyway, so what has become of that silly little girl who laments about everything and falls so deeply in love and gets hurt every time something goes wrong? Well.. not that much has changed actually. I'm still a lover of love. Still gives all in love, still gets hurt when things go wrong. I guess it's in my blood really. But perhaps it's not such a bad thing to be passionate through the years (I've heard of stories of some people who gets sick of relationships after some years and eventually became an old hag. :P)

Otherwise, there are lots that is happening in my life now!
Amidst the global financial crisis, yes, THE greatest since The Great Depression, I quitted my job. Yup, you heard it right. Not lost it, I quitted it. And no, it's not because I was doing terrible on it either. It just didn't seem like something I want to be doing for the rest of my life! oh well, yup, you can always depend on me to do some drastic against the crowd move I guess.. hahaa :P

And then you must be wondering what I'm going to do next! I'm going to start learning how to be a true entreprenuer. :) from pennyless start ups to some distribution and marketing. I'm going to try to make this work. That's all for now! Wish me luck!

Artist: Peter Gabriel
Song: Book Of Love Lyrics

The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures
and instructions for dancing

But I
I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything

The book of love has music in it
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is just transcendental
Some of it is just really dumb

But I
I love it when you sing to me
And you
You can sing me anything

The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know

But I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings

And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
You ought to give me wedding rings

~~~~~~~~~~~~****~~~~~~~~~~~~~

How did I come to love this song so much? It always brings me back to a time I think I'll always remember. It feels like it's just yesterday. So near, yet so far. So close....

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Artist: Damien Rice
Song: The Blower's Daughter

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time

And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time

And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you...
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

~~~~~~~~~~~~****~~~~~~~~~~~~~

....yet so distant.

My wisdom tooth is so unwise.

My wisdom tooth is so unwise. ;(

Out of the soft bed of my gum.
A little tremor came unsung.
Little by little did it grow.
Hidden and humble till it showed.

Crooked

Oh… what pains it brought.
With it came scraps with evil thoughts
A cozy corner they’ve come to rest.
And I’ve been having to deal with this discomforting pests.

To the people in white coat I go
Back and forth. To and fro.
Perhaps I should just let them go!
But yet my feelings tell me no.

Spare my jaws this painful nightmare.
Spare me of this all.
Why is it my very wise tooth,
Turned out not wise at all?