烂好人

总是做个烂好人。哎，真的拿自己没办法。

Mahjong!

Got introduced to it first time about 2 weeks ago, and last night, a second!

I'm still not very good at it, I guess I'm just not big on gambling. Or maybe, I'm just not thinking enough into the game to enjoy it. But all in all, it wasn't so bad. Lost 90c, and won a little bit. Could have been less if I had known the rules better!

I can see why people like playing mahjong though. Other than the possibility of winning some $$, it's a good reason to have atleast 4 friends/new friends come together for a social gathering. Thats really just not too bad at all! It's also a good reason I guess for me to stop welling myself up in my hole and get some friends. Haha

Perhaps the new year will bring more social gatherings. Perhaps. :) looking forward to 2016 already. 

I know you are reading my blog

AFH Stop stalking me, otherwise I will be forced to take out a Personal Protection Order (PPO) against you. Get out of my life and let me repeat myself, don't come anywhere near to me, my friends, my family and my property whether physically or via the internet and/or electronics.

This is a serious LAST warning. After repeated warnings and requests for you to leave me alone, if you do not comply, I will be forced to expose your full name and IC together with my warnings in order to put in place an effective PPO. If you have any alerts that are linked to my blog, remove them. Delete my number/email and any other contact methods from your phone/PC/email/written notes/any other recording methods you may have and stay far far away from me. I do not want to receive any "updates" from you whether in the form of an email/text/call. I do not wish to have to repeat myself again, because the next time I feel the need to, I will be putting it forward in the form of a formal PPO. Do not test me.

Past, Present, Future

Little Ellie, little heart
Oh how you built me from the start
How can I ever forget,
The beauty of life you made perfect

Kisses misses Victoria Secrets
Sweet words and warm scratches
Things that matter, don't matter, matter

Waddling duck and elephant feet
You bring me right back again
Why did you do it?
Tell me,
please.

A year coming to an end

Another year has past. Another bizarre episode to my life. I guess life is really not predictable.

So many things happen this year, it's really quite something. Haha. Like my mom would say, this year I probably really 犯太岁 没有拜. Hopefully next year will be more positive.

I have to say, I'm probably too much of a free spirit for my own good. Following my heart rather than the set path of life. The set path that most others seem to be quite happy setting foot on. 

Perhaps I'm just too unconventional. After 30 years, I'm still finding it hard to understand how "normal" people think or act. And more often than not, I feel like an alien in this world of norms and conventions. 

Some times, a combination of melodrama, fear, courage and naivety seems to be the worst traits to have. And other times it seems like the best way to live life and see the world around us with fresh new eyes. 

What can I say! C'est la vie!

Cc: to you

There are times where things seem uncertain

Where what you thought was perfect, cease to be perfection

Look back in time to look for your anchor

What held your heart then, may be the answer

The world is indeed your oyster

Savour it with all its flavour

Whatever happens, you know for sure,

You have my blessings 

For all ends and beginnings.