Ever wondered?

How do you know when you've met The One? You'll realise that when no matter how long your 'reasons why I shouldn't' list gets, you still keep coming back for more.

I don't know how many stories my list goes.. I just hope I can control my aching heart when ever I see or hear about him.

How I wished I never loved him.
How I wished I've nv been such a fool.
Believeing in love?
Perhaps believeing too much in love.

we weren't meant to be I guess.. It takes 2 hands to clap.. and now my arms are dead tired.. But still I can't fight wanting to see him every now and then.. when things go wrong.. when I want someone to help me.. to support me.. I wanted him to be the one.. The one whom I can just lay beside and talk about everything. Where I can talk nonsense and he'll play along with me.. Where I can ask him serious questions and he can give me serious answers... Where he can do all the things that I can't. and ask me to help him in things he weren't good at...

Don't know how to continue anymore.. feeling very down suddenly.. again.. bye..

Late night Post..

it's 1.15am. Probably not that late for many of my peers. But to me.. it is late.. I shooed CL to sleep at around 12. Said that I didn't want him to sleep too little... But probably it's because of something else.. I wonder if the relationship will last. I'm not even sure if I'm really committed into it yet. But one thing I know is that i really enjoy his company. His everything makes me smile.. even when I get angry with him it's mostly just me acting like I'm angry.. Or perhaps.. just fishing around for more attention..

I'm back on french class again! But this time it's with NTU. :P Je suis une etudiante francais! Encore! hahaa j'aime le francais. c'est sexy. :P hahaa.. ask a french to read this.. and he'll probably faint. ops.

anyway, my Financial Management test is on MON!!!!! I'm going to die.. better get back to studies!~

Early Happy valentines day to all~!!! Muack~! Laba ya'll~~