It's probably not the best combination of introvertness, it expands so much of my energy to interact with others that despite the desire to connect, I feel wary about who. Having said that, I sincerely apologise to my friends whom I've probably been neglecting, some times I just feel so tired to connect to people.. I wish I could have friends who I don't need to worry too much about, friendships that lasts a lifetime and some one to care about/be cared by without too much maintenance. Perhaps what I need, is a lazy friendship.
Honestly speaking, I think I'm a lazy friend. I'll do my best to help if my friends need me, but when they don't need me, I am quite happy to fade away.. I guess that's me. A lazy friend.
My best friend and I meet up about once a year. That's what it's like to be my best friend, can you imagine?? I think by notm standards, I'm a pretty sucky best friend to anyone. Haha.
Now that I think about it, Tbh, I think I have a friendship/relationship phobia. I thought these were things that were supposed to go away as people got older?? What the hell?? Oh well, sleepy time.
1 comment:
I hate to be alone too - but usually the more people I'm with, the lonelier I feel :P
I like your blog btw.
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