Little by little

I'm finishing up my master piece. I'll frame it and I'll send it and I'll not want to ever see it again. Good Bye..

Haiz...

(Unwillingly) "The things I do for love..."
(Cheeky skeptical look) "Oh really? For love ei?"

Little things that I still remember.. I'm trying hard to forget.. but memories are hard to chase away. And certain things take forever to forget.

And sometimes I just don't want to forget. Sometimes I just want to live in that beautiful picture that I paint. While the days were still in the naive air, and everything seemed oh so perfect.

Perhaps people really change. For better or for worst? I'm too sick to care.. I just hope for you to have the best. Whether we will see each other again is for the future to say.

I'll just have to live with it I guess? To live with the feeling of sadness and the pain. And one day I'm sure I'll grow out of it. And things will be the same again. Other than that you've taken a part of my heart away. Other than that I'll be better than today.

The windows half open or half closed?
The rain is starting or just stopped?
Is it dawn or is it rise?
Do the birds sing or do they cry?

The little things that go through my mind,
When I look out of my window.
I wanted to take a smoke.
And then I realised...

The vision that welcome me,
As I peep outside,
I wanted to stay longer.
And then I realised...

The leaves sway, and the children play,
I smiled a little smile
I wanted to keep smiling.
And then I realised...

The distance showed some flickering light
Some one is home tonight.
I wanted to see what happens next
And then I realised...

And then I realised...

There was nothing that I could have done,
None of any kind.

Why can't I be stronger?

Rain drops upon my feet,
yet the skies ain't crying.

I was alone in defeat,
No one saw me.

And I loiter around the lonely streets,
looking for the ghosts of memory.

Yet I find I'm alone,
alone with no company.

The world as still as a picture,
I shall walk alone forever.