Ice Cream In Bed

Romance

2011-02-08T09:59:00.002+08:00

That tingling feeling down your back... gently down your spine while ecstacy shots back up and fills your mind.such a pleasurable feeling..We are all visual creatures, a charming smile, gazing eyes, a face one cannot resist, the out look is all that matters. All it takes for 2 to keep trying is that physical attraction that keeps their love alive. The kind of love that is made of pure adoration,

Chinese New Year is coming!

2011-01-31T11:56:00.003+08:00

Looking forward to all the chinese goodies? or are you already munching on them while reading this post? :) in 3 days time, it'll be chinese new year! And I seriously can't wait coz it'll also be the 1st time I'll be going to Vietnam!Ho Chi Min City has been the name of wonder and curiosities since my early days when I 1st started looking at the news and weather reports. :P Not that many places

Facebook is so evil it's hard to describe it

2010-12-20T12:02:00.002+08:00

I spent the last 2 hour of my time playing zuma blitz because it kept leveling up and giving me renewed lives. :( and then when it's 15 sec from having another life renewed, I find myself sitting infront of the computer.. staring pretty much blankly at the screen wishing time would past faster while my mind runs over time on what else can I do in 15 sec before I can play zuma again.. and when I

And life goes on like the Titanic

2010-12-16T10:26:00.002+08:00

Full speed ahead!!!"Sir there's an ice berg ahead!!""No shit! brake and turn!"" too late sir!" "!#@%$%&% CRASH @#$^%%*^&"damn it?!"yup. that's the way it is at the moment.

Anonymous

2010-12-06T10:03:00.002+08:00

Isn't that the strangest thing sometimes.My post on Wang Mei Ling's song has recently been the hottest post apparently. garnering atleast 3 comments every week, largely by shameless advertisers and a few by Mr Anonymous.You see, the problem is this, one can never be sure what that is. Is that another shameless advertiser in disguise? Or is there really and invisible person who really likes my

Hello world~!

2010-11-16T16:14:00.003+08:00

Got interested... call me big headed, but my old posts actually got me interested in reading more of the old posts... and more and more... and then I started thinking, "hey I wrote some pretty cool stuff back then!" :P *and the bubble pops*OK. I'll have to work on this blog a little bit more. It's like a little baby. at the moment.. who is.. erm.. something like...a midget... due to malnutrition

and the tale goes on...

2010-02-03T12:03:00.002+08:00

some updates on my whacked life. :Pbeen a week or more of hitting a complete rock bottom.Got bitten by some unknown bug in the office, resulting in an allergic reaction that left me with a very itchy, swollen and disfigured right hand (thank goodness it's better now).went to see the doctor only to find out that there are some other bugs in the office that started chewing on my legs and my legs

Hey, is this still around?

2009-03-05T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hahaa.. if not for the Blogger-Gmail link up (and that I happen to have just checked my Gmail so I'm still log in) I think I would have totally forgotten about this blog already!What fate. hahaaAnyway, since fate has brought me back to this page again. I might as well do a little bit of an update. :)Notice that my buddy blogger Ragnarok hasn't been blogging since Feb 08 as well. oh well, perhaps

2007-05-24T10:44:00.000+08:00

Artist: Peter GabrielSong: Book Of Love LyricsThe book of love is long and boringNo one can lift the damn thingIt's full of charts and facts and figuresand instructions for dancingBut II love it when you read to meAnd youYou can read me anythingThe book of love has music in itIn fact that's where music comes fromSome of it is just transcendentalSome of it is just really dumbBut II love it when

My wisdom tooth is so unwise.

2007-05-23T12:02:00.000+08:00

My wisdom tooth is so unwise. ;(Out of the soft bed of my gum.A little tremor came unsung.Little by little did it grow.Hidden and humble till it showed.CrookedOh… what pains it brought.With it came scraps with evil thoughtsA cozy corner they’ve come to rest.And I’ve been having to deal with this discomforting pests.To the people in white coat I goBack and forth. To and fro.Perhaps I should just

Whheeeee~~~

2007-03-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

I passed my driving~~ I passed my driving~~~!!!hahaa... So happy wappy~~~guess what! I only got 10 points as well~! was so happy that I couldn't stop laughing.Yesterday just got my p-plate from yun, so now technically speaking is can put it on already... but then.. I duno if my dad will actually let me drive his car or not. The probability is not, but I'm just hoping. :)

So damn !@#$%^& BUSY~~~!!!!!!!

2007-03-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

Cannot believe how much things I've got on my hands now that needs to be completed!!!!! OMG!!! Everything has a deadline. Literally... This week seems to be the point where everything in my life comes together. Did my channels presentation and completed our channel project summary. Having my driving test tmr. Have to pass up 2 project assignments on Fri. Do FYP meeting on the same day as well as

New me

2007-03-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

hahaa.. finally got down to doing a little updating and changing my template. still blogger templates though. hahaa.. Considering I'm still quite a com idiot, it's already a big improvement. :)I still want a matching tag board. haha.. but. as per usual, I don't know how to get one. haha.. so just stick to comments for the time being ba. :Palot has happened since I last blogged. Went to China and

Uh oh...

2006-10-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with tag board?hahaa... as per usual, I don't really know what to do actually... coz the tag board was set up by someone else... :P thus, I'm sure you would have noticed that the setup of the page has never changed since I got it.. coz I don't know how to change it. hahaa...Anyway, so if anyone is kind enough to help me solve my problem.. thanks~!Been... BBBBBBBBZZZZZZZZ lately..

Missing

2006-10-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

Been so long since I blogged..feel as though I have disappeared from the surface of the Earth? :> don't worry, I'm still well and alive.. don't be too disappointed okie?alot of things happened I guess.. between that time when I blogged and now..some things haven't change.. I still feel for that certain someone.. doesn't help that he smsed me to wish me happy birthday and said that he missed me

Bad health

2006-06-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

I don't know why. But my health seems to be getting from bad to worst.. use to be pretty strong and healthy when I was younger.. but now.. keep getting what flu lah.. fever lah... cough lah.. then here inflamation, there inflamation.. damn.What is wrong man. haizz... *and then I shall proceed to the gross details of my symtoms so as to gross people out(Note: if you are weak at heart, or stomach,

Boyish Faces

2006-06-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes.. I get a little confused myself.. I like boyish faces and matured faces at the same time.. hmm.. weird.oh well, G was pestering me.. a little.. for the URL of this site. hahaa. :P bleah. Don't show you~! hahaaa.. not like you'll get to read this anyway..well, I think actually, on the net it really depends on how much you want to find out about a person, or something. it's really not

Model~

2006-05-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hehee.. qool.. Guess what! I just did a short filming for national day! :P probably will only flash by on the screen, but.. It was DAMN COOL~~ I was to be a vet with a doggie, so I was checking the doggie with a stethoscope and stuff.. hehee.. always wanted to get my hands on a huge dog.. AND, play with a stethoscope.. hahaa..:P not forgeting getting on national TV. hehee.. that's 2 wishes

Some more pictures~

2006-05-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

Actually I wanted to post something up on my trip to batam.. But.. hahaa.. it took so long to upload that one photo that I totally forgot about the window until I had to leave the house and wanted to turn off the computer.. :P OPS. any way, so I shall post something up now~!Batam trip was fun, took loads of photos.. but not with my camera mostly.. :P I am just not used to snapping about with my

Batam

2006-05-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

2006-05-02T11:24:00.000+08:00

When did I start this blog? Back when i was in J1 I think.. haha.. due to a certain gorilla :PI set the counter only like a year or 2 later... the 1st post I made on this, was also the last for a year or so. the funny thing is.. Now when I look at the counter, it's about 2000+ visits to this site that has occured for the 2 years(?) period. And seriously makes me wonder.. perhaps it's mainly just

Hehee..

2006-05-02T11:22:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your HeartYou are attracted to obedience and warmth.In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future...

New experience~!

2006-04-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

Who would have guessed? I tried out for the 1st time in my life being a beer promoter in a pub! And not just a normal pub.. It's a sleazy one down at Joo Chiat Road.. hahaa.. :P Okie. perhaps I'm sounding a little too happy for this. But, it was really fun!I liked the new experience, the different kinds of people I met in the pub, and also other girls who have been in the line for some time.

Sniffles!!!

2006-04-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

I'm ill.. AGAIN!!! bloody hell.. how many times am I supposed to fall ill in a year?? I seem to be having alot of problems with my health this year.. One moment I'm ill, the other I am hurt.. guess.. I also went through my richest and my poorest in the past 3.5 months.It's funny.. I should have been alot richer now that I think of it.. having the pay that I had.. Even my CPF account is doing

In school.. exam period

2006-04-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

Will do some more studying later.. Currently still picking up my lazy bones with little tweezers. :PToday's paper was alright. It's funny how I kindda like exams sometimes.. Though most of the time they don't seem to take the same kind of liking towards me. 4 questions, each with part a) and b). 2 hrs. I nearly got a cramp in my forearm while straggeling to look for answers in the notes. I wasn't

Miss SG.

2006-04-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Disappointing. Not to talk about the top 18. The top 10. Where's the Glam? Where were their brains?? Seriously, I think only 3 of them answered with poise. Otherwise, the Singlish was disgusting. I was about to think it was a joke. Good thing the final 5 performed a little more up to standard. Come on! You guys were competing for MISS SINGAPORE UNIVERSE!!! You guys, or rather one of you, is

wang mei ling - wang le wo shi shui

2006-03-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

One of the chinese songs that I like... unfortunately blogger don't allow mandarin, so I'll have to type them out in han yu pin ying. below is the translation of the song. very simple and repetative. a common trend in oldies.unfortunately as well, I don't know how to put in the music.. :P enjoy :>bu kan ni de yan bu kan ni de meikan le xin li dou shi ni wang le wo shi shuibu kan ni de yan bu kan

funny dream

2006-03-07T10:08:00.000+08:00

Dreamt that I went back to school... funny. In the dream, I finished University and I was posted to this paikia secondary to further my studies..haha.. Then it's quite funny.. any way.. the teachers there are not the least bit kind. Well, the students aren't exactly the best so.. understandable.. All the new students have a little name stand thing on their table that says.. 'new doodle' which I

Ever wondered?

2006-02-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

How do you know when you've met The One? You'll realise that when no matter how long your 'reasons why I shouldn't' list gets, you still keep coming back for more.I don't know how many stories my list goes.. I just hope I can control my aching heart when ever I see or hear about him.How I wished I never loved him.How I wished I've nv been such a fool.Believeing in love?Perhaps believeing too much

Late night Post..

2006-02-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

it's 1.15am. Probably not that late for many of my peers. But to me.. it is late.. I shooed CL to sleep at around 12. Said that I didn't want him to sleep too little... But probably it's because of something else.. I wonder if the relationship will last. I'm not even sure if I'm really committed into it yet. But one thing I know is that i really enjoy his company. His everything makes me smile..

I duno why I'm writing this blog also.. hahaa

2006-01-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

Think all my readers run away liao.. hahaa.. I update my blog like.. I duno... once every 3 months? hahaa :P ops. well, been posting more stuff on friendster.. Guess, people who know both blogs (and actually bother to read both) would have noticed the difference in content between the 2. I guess the 2 blogs serve different purposes.Anyway, I think I'm having a headache now.. Better go rest.. Ciao~

Unbelievable

2006-01-02T10:31:00.000+08:00

Some times I guess things just happen without you knowing it.

I'm dying

2005-11-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

Head and Heart,Not friends I'm thus sure.Nothing is the same,How can there be?I yearn for your touch.Head and Heart,What's setting us apart,I need to leaveNothing else I'm as sure as this.I cry when I start.Dreaming of the start.Wishing for the end to part.Time is something I have not to touch.Time is something I need to let pass..Breathing hard.I try to leave my heart...My mind is breaking apart

Little by little

2005-10-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

I'm finishing up my master piece. I'll frame it and I'll send it and I'll not want to ever see it again. Good Bye..

Haiz...

2005-10-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

(Unwillingly) "The things I do for love..."(Cheeky skeptical look) "Oh really? For love ei?"Little things that I still remember.. I'm trying hard to forget.. but memories are hard to chase away. And certain things take forever to forget. And sometimes I just don't want to forget. Sometimes I just want to live in that beautiful picture that I paint. While the days were still in the naive air, and

2005-10-19T19:12:00.000+08:00

The windows half open or half closed?The rain is starting or just stopped?Is it dawn or is it rise?Do the birds sing or do they cry?The little things that go through my mind,When I look out of my window.I wanted to take a smoke.And then I realised...The vision that welcome me,As I peep outside,I wanted to stay longer.And then I realised...The leaves sway, and the children play,I smiled a little

Why can't I be stronger?

2005-10-07T07:22:00.000+08:00

Rain drops upon my feet,yet the skies ain't crying.I was alone in defeat,No one saw me.And I loiter around the lonely streets,looking for the ghosts of memory.Yet I find I'm alone,alone with no company.The world as still as a picture,I shall walk alone forever.

I'm back~!

2005-09-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

haha.. been forever and ever since I updated this blog.. :P ops.. Almost forgot about the existence of this blog actually.. sorry for ppl that actually come here..anyway.. alot alot alot has happened since I last blogged here... ppl who read my friendster blog will know coz I have been updating that one...Well, I kindda broke up with B again.. yes.. AGAIN.. have a bad feeling that we'll

Stupid blogger deleted away my blog!!!

2005-08-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

GRRRRR... nvm lah. I'll write again another day.. :P tired liao..

Live again - Joanita

2005-08-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

For one night.Just one night.I wish, I could be fine.For one night.Just one night.I wish, I could stand high.I wish for the courage.I wish for the strength.I wish I could be with you again.I wish for more time.For it to past slowly.I wished you had not beenthe way you are.One more wish.Just one more time.Just one more night with you.One more dream.By your side.And I'll be blessed for life.Bridge:

Ups and Downs... As usual

2005-08-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

I can never understand why the more one wants something to happen as planned, the less is its probability of happening. Especially so when the things planned were supposed to be sweet and nice...I'm starting to think, it's just human. Or atleast a specific kind, like me and you-know-who.I guess, after some rational and analytical thinking, I've come to a conclusion that our similarity in

Relationships

2005-07-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

I started off wanting to write about relationships.. after writing 3 paragraphs.. I felt sick.. and deleted all of them off..Haiz.. Actually I don't really know how I should feel too.. there's only one person in my life now that I feel I love... But he does not love me. How much more straightforward can that be? Why can't he just tell me that he does not love me and tell me to buzz off? The more

Odd things about me...

2005-07-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

Sleepy sleepy..My hair.. is curly on one side and kindda straight on the other side now...My eyes.. One is bigger than the other...My feet.. is deformed.. just one.. lucky me..My fingers.. looks croaked when inspected individually...My Pimples.. likes to grow IN my DIMPLES...My dress sense.. wait.. what IS dress sense?My waist... is asymmatrical...I... am odd..So many more things.. lazy to type

And I wonder..

2005-07-14T09:41:00.000+08:00

If it is true that Love is blind.To really love someone.. would one be able to tolerate everything bad about him/her so long as that does not contradict with the intrinstic values that made one fall in love.If everyone is perfect in somebody's eyes.If we were born to make the world a better place, ORIf our mission in life is to make ourselves a better person.If darwin was right on the theory of

Benjamin Adam Wightman.

2005-07-08T10:03:00.000+08:00

Okie, this is the 1st time I put his name up blatantly.I miss him. Seriously miss him. But all he ever does is make me upset. I'm not sure if my judgement is correct at this point. All the thoughts about him are pretty negitive now. But still I miss him. How I can miss some one who pains me so badly is a mystery.Mystery unsolved. I've resolved to finding alternatives. He is not going to be there

Fooling around

2005-07-08T01:06:00.000+08:00

Am I trying too hard? Running around, going aboutHere and there, everywhereTrying this one out,That one out.Nothing quite works out.Heart broken again and againPerhaps my hopes were too highPerhaps my dreams were to prettyPerhaps giving up would be a better choice

Who is MeiXian?

2005-06-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

Either someone out there who has the same name as me incidently dropped by and read my blog and actually decided to leave a tag. OR, there is an IMPOSTER!! Make me look so blur on my own blog also... =_="" I may be blur, but not blur until like that okie..Had a rather long and nicely indepth talk yesterday with Adam. And I've decided that the only why I'll ever stop feeling hurt and he'll stop

okie comments are up.

2005-06-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

hey, been a little while since I blogged. For the benefit of readers who have something serious and relatively long to say about my posts. I have put up the comments for you.It's been awhile.I haven't been home alot these few days. Adam is back.. and I'm feeling rather happy around him. Although it's still painful to see him sometimes. The inspiration for all my sad music. We talked a little

Bullshit

2005-06-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

Got home yesterday and saw on the papers 2 full pages about some girl who posted her nude pics on her blog. The publishers must have been really free, ran out of things to write/report about or just decided that paper wasn't something worth saving or giving a shit about.Well, I know that blog actually, it belongs to somebody who is a 2nd degree 'friend'.. Sincerely speaking, I don't see what's

fatal attraction

2005-06-11T14:01:00.000+08:00

The thrill of life.A hundred and one things I've never seen and I thought I'd never get to see.He, is the cutest thing on earth.He, is probably the gay-est one as well.Oh, well, he says that he isn't.Does it matter? NO!Well, either or, I got to know Mr Singapore Universe!! Manhunt 2nd runner up and Mr Intercontinental... Haha... he is so awfully gay.. it's actually charming. :P well, he says that

And like all the smart asses in the world. There is this one.

2005-06-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.msnmarketing.co.kr/2005/04/msg_webcam/swf/movie_03.swf

Cute MV.

2005-06-06T11:27:00.000+08:00

http://ippc11.csie.nctu.edu.tw/tccb/tccb_dv/play_video.php?ID=171Rather creative, made by some University students in Taiwan. Take a look!!

action is the reaction of intention.

2005-06-05T09:49:00.000+08:00

okie, I've got something to say about the 'I've done my best' and the 'I've got the intention' thing again.I find that many a time, people tend to say they have done their best when they clearly haven't and I'm pretty damn sure they know they haven't. Sure, they often act like they are doing all they can, but they weren't trying to solve the problem at all. Just surface work.There are more than

Wise words.

2005-06-03T12:43:00.000+08:00

For every second you don't put in your best, you'll have to spend the next hour trying even harder.

Long time no see~

2005-05-29T13:36:00.000+08:00

howdy ho, how have everyone been? It's been sometime since I last updated my blog. Sorwee~~Anyways, been down with some physical discomforts lately and I have concluded that my body works oddly and is very much very different from most other humans.It seems that a little bump that will cause enough pain for discomforts will appear at my pelvic area whenever I'm not feeling very well.. It's weird.

Will he even think of me?

2005-05-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

These feelings that I cannot hideThere are things that I just can't comply.I'm sorry, but believe me when I said I tried.It's not easy to build castles on clouds so white.If I could chooseI'd rather be on the other end of the line. And finally. Not even a good bye.

The Ideal man.. In my opinion

2005-05-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

Okie, people sometimes ask me, 'what kind of guys attract you?', 'What kind of qualities do I look for in men?', 'What is your IDEAL guy like?'. Well, I guess there really isn't something called ideal in this world. Ya sure, I can state what would be ideal to me, but I guess it'd be impossible for me to find someone who would fit right into that ideal.But in anycase, for those who care to read,

2005-04-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired... tired of everything...

BGR? or GGR?

2005-04-21T08:11:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with them?!I don't see what's wrong with having lunch or dinner or supper or high tea with boys. They are after all just humans. If I can go out with girls to do mindless shopping why can't I go out with boys to have food? Not like I don't pay for what I eat anyway. So what's wrong with my parents? What's with the 'humiliation to the family' and 'you'll suffer retribution'???!!! What

When it's over..

2005-04-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

That's the time you fall in love again.. or rather.. deeper in love.I officially left Adam on Sat. And I never gave it much thought, even when he wanted the 'closure' of a face to face good bye, until today when I managed to convince him that there's no need for good bye since we never had been together and he had never been mine.Essentially, I didn't want to say good bye to him face to face

2005-04-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

When certain things are done with the consequences in mind. It shows how much one cares.I know what you have done. How did you think you'd escape my eyes. Every sentence you speak, every question you ask. I already knew the answer right from the start. You did what you did. I even reminded you before you started it. And so you'll have to pay for it. I sure hope you really liked it. Coz you won't

Why fit me into this mess?

2005-04-11T19:34:00.000+08:00

Okie, he is an arse.If all you want is to date. Fine. I'll date with you.You want to mess up my life? I'll mess with yours.You want to be an arse. I'll be an arse with you.No more heart felt emotions. I'll be as politically correct as you are.

Quisy feeling

2005-04-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

My stomach have been feeling very weird lately.. Not much appetite in anything. And everytime I feel that way I'll need to take deep breaths to make it feel just a little better before the feeling comes back again. I don't know how much of this excruciating pain I can endure. How many times I'll have to go through this before I turn numb. And when I turn numb, does it matter anymore? Probably

Turning back time.

2005-04-07T10:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday must have been the worst day of my life. No one would have been able to imagine the helplessness I experienced, how upset I was and how empty yet heavy my heart felt. So many things happened yesterday. And nothing turned out right. I'll not be forgiven. I feel like I've let myself down and no one is willing to step in my shoes. He didn't even try to understand. I guess I only serve to

ham ham is sick!

2005-04-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

she's got an eye infection... I don't know if she's going to go blind. I haven't brought her to the vet yet. but I called and asked.. and the vet thinks it's probably an ulcer or infection in the eye.It looked so scary!! her eye lid looked like it was flipped upwards and the eye couldn't open. And when it opened up, the eye was of a funny dusty brown colour instead of the usual black... freaked

Try harder next time

2005-04-04T11:34:00.000+08:00

Late nights thinkingSo many nights of dreamingSo many times I tryTo let go, to let goI was meant to be somethingSomething more than nothingAnd I tryTo let go, to let goAnd so I wish that you can see me nowAnd so I wish that you will hear me outoo wo ho.. oo wo ho..You're not hereYou're not hereYou're not here at all..So many things up in my mindSo many images of youThe way you make me smileAnd

Diary

2005-04-04T03:14:00.000+08:00

I flipped open my diaryInside it's filled with youYou hated being left aloneWas used to being waited uponAnd look for me only when you were aloneI saw the emotions I notedAnd put myself above inferiorityI've waited for too longTears flow as I think of youWhat is happiness and joy?Loving till it hurtsSo painful that I criedSo tired of cryingYet the pages won't changeInscripted with your deedsLike

Is casino for Singapore?

2005-03-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

Well, my friend and I sparked off an email debate on whether Singapore should allow casinos or not. His stand was that we shouldn't, it's not worth the economic benefits, and I'll only serve to promote social ills.And of coz, being me, I supported the idea of having casinos in Singapore. I simply don't see why not? Essentially, I feel that gambling is just a form of entertainment. And just as

Can you feel a painful soul?

2005-03-29T19:53:00.000+08:00

A million stars.A million ways to look at them.If only you know how much they use to make me smile.If only you know that they wet the bed I sleep in now.With tears.With tears I learn.I was naive and giving.I was silly and forgiving.I was in love.In love?In love with nothing but a lie.With no one.For I'm nothing but the smokes in the skies.I'll leave no traces even if I tried.So how could I have

Genting Trip!!

2005-03-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

Yap, went to genting highlands with my parents for the long week end. my dad only stayed for a night though. He had to join his Hainanese clan members for the penang trip. :

Why can't we just be friends?

2005-03-25T03:14:00.000+08:00

Things will never be the same again.

Trust.

2005-03-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yap. That's what I'm feeling atleast. Well, it's a big, no, Huge step for me. I don't know why, but I find it hard to trust my lovers, if not, actually anybody else but myself. And now I'm putting in trust on him.I no longer hold suspicions on him, and ask him questions that I use to ask. I sure damn hope he won't betray it. But he hasn't called, or even msged.. and now i miss him so..'So when

Meng (dream)

2005-03-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

yun yu yu chu mingkong niao si qian yiyu wang ke ren laiyou kong ke ren qu

falling ill...

2005-03-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

A little pain in the throattoo much sambal, fried food and sweet drinks, not enough sleep..... haiz.. I miss sleeping through the day..

BTT

2005-03-15T17:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha... Will I be able to make it? Will I be the 1st person in the history of mankind to actually FAIL BTT?! I certainly hope not! results will only be out in about 4 days time. they should really set up the test on the computers so that the results can be calculated instantly. more efficient and makes more sense, since the questions are always the same anyway...So.. I'll only know how i fair

2005-03-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

haha.. my basic theory test is tmr~! and i haven't even bought the text book.. whahahaa~~~ siao liao..stress.. keep feeling like pooing.. but too lazy to go out... :P nan dao zhen de shi, lan ren shi niao duo? opps.well, I better go get the book... wa la wa la~~

Happy!

2005-03-11T14:37:00.000+08:00

B will be coming back today! :P miss him so. can't wait to see him.last night didn't sleep well... stupid chow chow.. yawnz.. gonna go for french lessons soon... stupid chow chow.. stupid pigster... haiz.. pigster....

Website of dive school.

2005-03-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

http://www.leeway.com.sg/This is the website of the dive school that will be conducting the dive course I was talking about.Slave, I know you very problematic one.Got alot of questions to ask... If there are still questions try email/tag coz my sms Inbox auto clears msges after sometime.

The long awaited photos of Hainan~

2005-03-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

http://www.ofoto.com/BrowsePhotos.jsp?showSlide=true&Uc=141k45fq.n0d1ueu&Uy=-3lggzk&Ux=0have fun~

Home

2005-03-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

So many things...

Diving anyone?

2005-03-02T18:29:00.000+08:00

Hello peps~ I've been trying to make my life fuller lately and came up with quite a no. of things to do. One of them is to learn diving and get license for it.The thing is, the dive course would be $420 per person. actually it's not expensive. And if I can get together 5/6 persons(the more the better) to start a class of our own, it will be cheaper about $400, and definitly more fun!! so everyone

FUNNY!!

2005-03-02T10:51:00.000+08:00

http://rainbow.arch.scriptmania.com/rainbow_tv_episode.htmlThere's a transcript just below the tv. So read that instead if the sound is a little too distorted.

2005-02-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

At 'xiao dong tian'. of coz i'd have to take this picture.. it's far too tempting.. :P There's supposed to be a route under the big rock and out at the side actually.. but I think ppl somehow managed to think of making it into a big toilet... the smell of pee is so strong inside.. it's disgusting.. I'd suggest staying outside..

I am a rock, I am an Island!

2005-02-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

Rocks feel no pain and Islands don't cry...

Sweet.

2005-02-22T18:09:00.000+08:00

Clean white sheets with the most delicate embroidery.Taking time out and not getting angry with me.Kisses in the morning.Hugs in the Evening.Can't wait to see you every day, every minute, every second... I'd willingly give you my soul.Finally you are opening up to me. Having more patience. And always finding ways to make me smile.Yes, if you are wondering. And if you understand what I'm

Gone with the wind.

2005-02-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

I was looking for my neverland when I found an oak tree that was wise and charming. I fell in love with him as he sheltered me and showered me with leaves of love. I built myself a nice little tree house right between the branches, and nailed the ladder to the trunk. I harmed him without knowing as the nails rust.And now, as the sun rose, I peered though the leaves. There was the path where I

Back from Hainan~!

2005-02-14T15:31:00.000+08:00

With 2kgs of, probably, fats more. And a severe lack of sleep.It was fun none the less.. I got really vain after I got there.. coz things there are simply sooooo cheap!!! I'll post some pictures up later..i was so upset before i left though.. coz i lost my digital cam.. sobz... i only just got it as a present before i left for england...and there were pictures that I wanted inside as well... I

work work work

2005-02-04T14:09:00.000+08:00

was calculating my total hours and total pay yesterday.. actually not that much.. but i suppose it's alright for my 'first paying job' might just add up to $1000+ bucks by the end of it.. which would be nice..hehee.. will have to set aside some money to bring my parents out for a nice dinner! :P well, today is rest day, that's y i've got the time and all to contribute to my blog. otherwise, I've

So many things!!!

2005-01-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

Ever since I started work, every day has been a totally new and absolutely exciting experience... not including the times where I'm just boringly stand by the beer counter with no one passing by at all though. Otherwise, people simply makes me happy. It's fun to look and get to interact with them generally. Some are real pricks and one managed to make me cry today.. It's hard being nice

I've got a personality disorder!!!!

2005-01-18T14:22:00.000+08:00

Disorder RatingParanoid: LowSchizoid: LowSchizotypal: ModerateAntisocial: ModerateBorderline: LowHistrionic: ModerateNarcissistic: LowAvoidant: LowDependent: LowObsessive-Compulsive: High

Happiness

2005-01-18T13:03:00.000+08:00

is when one is loved? Or when one loves? A topic to ponder. Most of my friends would choose to be loved over loving. To them, it would feel more torturous to love someone who doesn't love them the same way than to be loved by someone they don't. It is understandable. Everyone have different needs when it comes to relationships I suppose. May be that I am masochistic,but I'd choose to be with

Pain... Pain...

2005-01-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

My feet feels as if it's falling apart.... it's at times like these I'd wished I were slimmer... haiz... The promoter job is really not as easy as it seems.. coz have to stand for the whole freaking time which is equivalent to 9 hrs... Man.... I think i'll wear my mom's sandels next time.. more comfy. For those who are interested~ I went for the photoshoot on sat~~!! hehee.. took like a tonne of

Starting work on Sun!

2005-01-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

Okie, my Guinness promoter job will start on Sun at Turf City Giant. So, all who fancy buying some Guinness and helping me boost my sales record... hehe.... you know what to do lah.. :P My working hours for Sun(for the rest of the holiday I'm not sure where I'll be yet, this is just temporary) : 12-10 pm for other days is 5-10 I think. The agency seems to be quite badly organized though...

2005-01-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

2nd Arsenal game! At highbury~~ won 2-0 hehe..

2005-01-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

The O'Briens!! And a yummy Christmas turkey in the foreground... hehee.. I would love to take this opportunity to thank the O'Briens for their hospitality, and all the good food and good drinks they provided for me during my stay. Loved every meal that Mrs O'Brien cooked. yum!

2005-01-12T15:30:00.000+08:00

Buskers in the Underground

2005-01-12T15:26:00.000+08:00

This is taken from the top of St. Paul's. you can see the eye(big wheel) from the pic. and alot more if you take a stroll around. The whole city view was fantastic! but the climbing up was hell... must have been almost 700 steps altogether..I hated going up on stairs.. I like going down more.. haha.. But it was definitely worth it. And the inside of the Cathedral was like.. GOSH.. It's amazing.

2005-01-12T15:09:00.000+08:00

More pictures of Beautiful Cambridge. It's really Big and very nice. It's a pity i didn't get to meet any one marks our scripts though.. hahaa... The pictures I took can not do much justice to the actualy size of the campus. And there are buildings that are on the opposite street but belongs to the school as well. and there's even a big church thingy(I'm still not very good about differentiating

2005-01-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

Cambridge! Do I look like Song Meiling or what?

2005-01-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

In the park behind the O'Briens' house. Very sunny day, setting off for Cambridge!