Head and Heart,
Not friends I'm thus sure.
Nothing is the same,
How can there be?
I yearn for your touch.
Head and Heart,
What's setting us apart,
I need to leave
Nothing else I'm as sure as this.
I cry when I start.
Dreaming of the start.
Wishing for the end to part.
Time is something I have not to touch.
Time is something I need to let pass..
Breathing hard.
I try to leave my heart...
My mind is breaking apart. So many things, I don't know where to start... I don't know how I'll survive this.. I don't think I can.. It's as though there's a stone tied to my heart, and I cry whenever I remember how much I can't revive.
I miss him alot.. alot alot..
He asked me out yesterday. I scolded him. Guess we won't be friends anymore, it's too hard for the both of us anyway.. Perhaps totally going seperate ways would be better for the both of us. I can't help it.. I feel like crying every time I think of him. And everything makes me think of him. From songs we use to sing together to places we use to go, from cuisines that he likes to things that we do. I don't know how I'm going to feel better or how long will it take. But I really wish that I will feel better someday. I can only wish him all the best. Perhaps I'm not the right girl for him afterall.. it's better this way.
