haha.. been forever and ever since I updated this blog.. :P ops.. Almost forgot about the existence of this blog actually.. sorry for ppl that actually come here..
anyway.. alot alot alot has happened since I last blogged here... ppl who read my friendster blog will know coz I have been updating that one...
Well, I kindda broke up with B again.. yes.. AGAIN.. have a bad feeling that we'll eventually go back to the dating but not serious at all state where I'll be trying to decieve myself again... haiz.. Life stinks..
So many things happened lately.. It's kindda nice, yet a little depressing when I think about it thoroughly. hm.. what kind of life would I want to lead? I don't know really.. I hope to lead a life where I don't feel bad about myself, where I can live up to my conscience i guess. That's the most basic thing in life. Nothing else matters much I feel at this point in life.
sure, money is always viewed as an important thing, especially in singapore. But what is money? little notes of different size and colours that ppl exchange around for something else. That's almost equivalent to nothing. Money is essential for getting things that you want, but not necessarily for things that you need. Well, I like making money, just for the fun of it. I like the security it gives me that I know I won't have to fore go things that I want. But essentially, I don't think I'm money hungry. It's kindda weird. I've never felt that money was of great importance even though I grew in the same family as my brother. He kindda is very calculative when it comes to money issue sometimes... abit the jian qian yan kai some times.. which I don't really like most of the time.
oh well.. I'm in office now.. damn warm.. the air-con is not really working again... melting...
