15.7.04

I'm in school!

hehee.. the title says it all.. i'm in school's com lab now... using ultra slow and super lagging computers... writing this entry coz the computer is soooo slow with generating the sites.. it's impossible not to deviate, or rather to not to WANT to deviate... oh well, just finish a 1 hr lecture on Fmaths... can feel my brain juices draining... arhh.. dying.. any ways.. hope everybody else have a great day!!! ;>

8.7.04

messed up

okie.. my love life is totally screwed... thanks to somebody... now i don't even know if i should feel sad/happy/angry.... ;< guess it's a mixture of all the above... haiz... y does everything always just happen out of nowhere... i like surprises... but i'm not sure if this is a good or a bad one... in one sense.. i feel very happy... haven't been this happy for a long time... but yet... there is so much more that i have to sarcrifice for this kind of happiness.. guess i'll just act blur all the way... learn from an advice i've got some time back...bhaaa...